There's no any different meaning of the title. Yes, I am writing the very first formal resignation letter and print it out from the office. I am not submitting to people who concerned, because it's their happy off day.
I believe that everyone who reading will actually feel very disappointed of this update and me too. I admit that I have the fault of being stubborn and "sombong" like I always do. After I keep calm, I try to think about why am I leave my home and choose to be here. Today, it's today (after three days of consideration) I decide to print out my letter that already be prepared for weeks. I will giving the notify of leaving before 10 days of my last working day.
I wish to be honest here at my story blog. For the reason of leaving, I can't feel the appreciation and people started being too much. I forgave that they passed the duties that more than a florist suppose to do. And now I was like a "everything in one" position, exactly like a 3 in 1 coffee. Whatever position that don't have one to be in charge, I will be the one who need to cover it. It's so unfair!
Sure there's something happened and make me want to resign in three days time. There's two ladies holding the Coordinator position, they always take turns to get morning or night shift and then off day. I don't mind to assist them during their off day, because I know people need to rest. Anyway I am happy to learn new thing from this position. But the main point of the issue, "assisting other's position" is more important than "finishing my tasks". For example, everyone know Valentine's Day will fall on 14 of Feb without accident right? Ok, but my supervisor arrange me to replace other position during the eve and exact day of Valentine's Day. And I need to finish 80 stalks of roses packing before the big day. The exact Coordinator working on Valentine's Day too, but her shift was later than mine, means that she reach after I almost done all her things.
I think I should stop here, I need somewhere to burn out my sadness and disappointment on my failure of choosing to give up a favourite job. Sometimes, I really grateful that I can always be impulse without worry. Thanks God.
BUT BUT BUT BUT.... I hope the Boss will see me and ask about the reason that I leave, although I don't need to give any. If I have the chance to discuss with him about the problem and solve it immediately, I bet I will having the best job of life.
